I’m heading to New York in a few hours to be with my aunt who is very ill. I still can’t wrap my mind around this. Prayers, blessings and warm feelings sent her way will be much appreciated. I feel a little lost because within the sadness I know that she is so tired of struggling through this illness which has lasted for so many years. I need this space right now as a place to be where I can speak of her openly I am sorry if this isn’t as joyful as I usually make this space but for some reason I need to share her with everyone as she has always been the most important person in the world to me.
I also feel that I need to share her life while she is still here it just seems better that waiting until she is gone. I want her to feel my celebration.